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I'm..
Confused...
I don't know what's going on...
I need to finish things... but why?
am I doing this for my parents' sake or for me?
so..... confused.

I woke up today at 10:00.. still tired.
Slept again.
woke up.
1:00
listened to music
3:00
began working on risd drawings
7:00
mom came back from LA
8:00
I got into fight with my parents
11:00
Crying
12:00
took shower
12:40

It's almost 1:00 AM...
I am not tired. I dont need sleep.
I just need a break from this stress.
But..
gotta go back to writing essays..

killing me.

3 comments:

  1. You seem to do a lot and I love the way you detail your evening. I hope you make it here.

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  2. "Confused...
    I don't know what's going on...
    I need to finish things... but why?
    am I doing this for my parents' sake or for me?
    so..... confused."

    SUE MONK KIDD

    This maybe a little late BUT: DON’T LOSE SIGHT OF YOUR DREAMS

    I don’t know what happened or, really, what’s going on in your life; I am hundreds of miles away and all I know is what you tell me
    BUT I can tell you are/ (were) struggling…

    Don’t let a few bumps in the road get you off your path or make you forget why you got on it in the first place… Persevering is what it is about!

    Like always, I love you (as a friend :p) and know that I will ALWAYS be here, or there or somewhere, for you

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  3. Jessica Greene, I love you. You're the best seriously. I think I was (& still..?) confused about the whole future.. and stuff. It's just weird. I don't know how to describe it :/

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